It must be what you wanted, you did it to others?
Luke 6:31 And just as you want men to do to you, you also do to them likewise.
As you begin each day remember this, if you do something to someone right or wrong, you are saying, “This is what I want done to me.”
Is what being done to you, what you have done to others?
If you have not done it to others, but yet you are experiencing what you would never do to someone else, resist the devil and he will flee. The devil is a liar, and the father of lies. When he tells you to do something to someone you would not want done to yourself, he is lying and trying to get your door open to come in. If he can succeed, take the blood of Jesus and wash him off and do not let it happen again.
Watch always for the devils tricks. Do not give him a place.