Every thing has a price, who paid the price for you?
1 Corinthians 7:23 You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of men.
Hebrews11:6 But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.
Jesus came and paid a ransom for your life, can you believe and accept that fact? If you can, your needs will be met and He will give you the desires of your heart.
If you believe, you will say the things the Scriptures say about you. You will not confess, fear, worry, doubt, or sickness. If you believe, your mouth will confess what is abundantly in your heart.
If you decide you do not want to believe, your confessions will let God know. You will by the way, need to pay the price yourself, for your needs and desires. If you have to ask how much that is, you do not have what it takes, because satan takes it all. Are you willing to pay for what Christ has already paid for? Then do not believe and you will.