of Stoney to rest at my place. Stoney seemed to be at peace for the first time since leaving the womb. I looked for those I could thank, but they had not known that what they had left behind as their burden would be my stool to reach You. As I came to understand who the enemy was and was not, I learned my burdens are only those You require me to carry. My choice to do so will always be mine as is my choice to please You in all I do. What seemed to others something they would not do, seemed to me the best way to please You. The lighter burden I carried, to everyone else looked to heavy to carry. Why had my eyes been opened to what they could not see? Was it my desire to know the Truth? The Truth that would set me free, and in deed there is freedom. Not just any deed, but God’s deed. I thank You for trusting me with such a task. I ask for forgiveness for asking You to do something that was not Yours to do. As I gained an understanding of your enemy I could turned to him and say this is for you to do and you are not doing it well, and then with that charge he had to set me free of his duty, the one you never wanted me to have, but because I had yet to make him my footstool I allowed him to stand on me. That spirit of dominance that is to heavy to carry I buried, and it seemed peaceful as I covered it up, as if to thank me for its rest.
I choose to thank You for this burden, for those whom it came from are not around to see me bury their burdens.
Thank you God in Jesus name.